this is to all you.

I've done horrible things in my life, and it's held against me every day. Even though the people at school haven't seen how far I've come to get to who I am now. They feel the need to let everyone know about my past, To be straight up honest, it freaking sucks, and makes me feel like crap. The talking behind my back, and the rumors. Half of you don't even know who I truly am. Because something didn't go your way, you decide to envy. some of you are christian (or at least claim to be) but yet you judge and shun. Some of these people are the reason I became christian late. Yes I admit I SIN just like you. I have foul language, and I have the tenancy to say things I shouldn't. But it happens at school so much. Honestly I want to go to another school where people accept ME for ME.

The lawsuit pending against me.

IS FINALLY OVER! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

My life (W/Instrumental)

This is the instrumental my life by lil wayne and the game. Its webcam quality. but I felt like recording this. its clean and says some of who i am now. check it dont wreck it, comment it. hope you like it.

Haters

Man haters are so annoying, just cause they're jealous and envy you about whats going on in your life.
They arent being successful, because they're too busy focusing on what everyone is doing with their lives.
People need to focus on what they need to do to get to where they need to be. set priorities.
But don't run up on me, mouthing off because your mad Im doing something successfully.


FERGET THESE HATERS haha

Live Life

Make Every day count, live it to the fullest, and never ever collide with bullets.

Yep Feb 15th post

Yep, listening to music. Drake is claiming to be something he isn't. That cracks me up. But other than that I don't really have anything to say.

Spent The Time. By E-Whyte

WARNING: The link right here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQv8iNGfT7g 
is the instrumental to this song. the beginning of the instrumental has one explicit word in it that I could not find the instrumental without the word. DO NOT click if you want to keep your ears from hearing it.



[Verse 1]

I never woulda thought that I’d see you outta control,

Even though we was true from the beginning from our souls,

I truly do believe you were sent by angels, this is gods guidance,

He guided you to me, and me to you, so lets remain to stay true,

Stay the same feeling,  and not play this like a game, lets make our name,

Lets make it knowen, and all these people, lets show em , lets glisten,

And maybe the others will listen, and learn, and to whom it may concern,

I had a feelin, and still gotta feelin burnin in my heart, had it from the start,

Years later its still goin hard, only this time im playin all my cards,

I don’t know what love is, but if I had a guess, this is it,

[Verse 2]

I remember when we was younger, Four years later here we are,

Sittin here reminiscing on memories, askin questions,

And finding out to see, that we both still have these feelings,

Revealing the hurts we had over the years apart,

Feelin the pain in eachothers hearts,

I just wish I could tear it all apart,

Start it all over , have a fresh start,

Start from the beginning and never grow apart,

But was it all part of gods plan,

Has his hand been over us the whole time,

Showin us that theres no other, that this is right,

I don’t know for sure, but I gotta vibe,

Got this feelin inside, n I aint gonna lie,

I aint gonna hide, I aint gonna deny,

I don’t know why, but we’re finding out tonight,

This feelin feels right, this is it, it just might,

By the way this is E-White shawty,

And I aint here for a party, this is real,

Nothin that you see on MTV, BET, Or VH1,  

This is reality shawty, feels like a dream,

I feel like imma wake up n scream.

Cause it’ll all just be a dream,

All I ever wanted will be thoughts streamin through my brain.

Like itll all go away, I’ll not be the same….I wont be the same

 [Verse 3]

And now it’s the more we talk, the more we walk together,

The more it seems impossible but real, forever n ever,

I want this, we both say its insane, crazy train riding,

Neither of us can get to deciding is this the real thing.

Cause both of our brains are overriding one thing,

And that one thing is our hearts, cause they’ve been ripped apart,

Been threw theyre own wars, had missals blow it to pieces,

But even if its not meant to be, I still thank jesus for this Opportunity,

For the chance to get to know a beautiful young girl,

But I pray this beautiful young girl, becomes my whole world,

Cause I would give a infinite amount of pearls to make her happy,

Twirl and all the dancing, no second guessing,  I don’t think this is even chancing,

I feel confident, cause I been prayin since I moved back to this part of the continent,

And this new beginning , Im ready to start beginnin it, so Ill keep waitin for yuh,

We are invincible, incredibaly strong, I can be your bonnie, and you can be my clyde,

With eachother by our sides, I see us tryin till we die. And all The others we’ll resign.

Then in heaven we’ll say we made it, say we did it, and accomplished life. We can make it….

People Say.

People say they know all about someone. They say that that person's basically an open book.

 So they never even think to take another look.  Those that know that persons back round, they bring it up haunting and taunting them. Basically saying that you wasted your life and it's too late to live right. I'm not wasting my life anymore. There are things I can't stop, but there are ways I can turn it into something good. and live glorious, and victorious.

Dream Chasin'

Music= life for me.
My dream= is success in what I love doin' the most.
Success+happiness= paradise.

People that say I'll never make it. Just don't see the ambition in me that I see.

First post

This is the first post after deleting most of the posts that were originally on this account.